I saw...

I saw you in that bed, but where were you really?

I saw you losing touch with us, but who was reaching out to you?

I saw you in so much pain, but could you even feel it?

I saw that look from the nurse, but did she already know?

I saw the beinning of the end, but why didn't I make the call?

I saw your breaths start to slow, but I could only look at your eyes.

I saw you take your last breath, but you were already gone, weren't you?

I felt glad for you, bad for me, worse for others, but it was what it was supposed to be, is that true?